You know those days, when you want to call someone and say something but you don’t know who to call and what to say. I hate those 😡 😔
We like to believe that we’ve grown up and all the life’s shit is sorted but then you have one of those days. And if you can’t blame it on hormones then what choice do you have but to sulk.
Then you try to blame it on the weather and be like oh there’s something in the air. No, there isn’t. It’s not the weather. It’s never the weather. If there was a wave of depression going on in the air, it wouldn’t even make it to the news.
It’s a new generation problem. It’s been around for decades but its surely becoming more prominent now. And I know I throw around the world casually, but I don’t have a better word for casual sadness. FOR NO REASON!!! 😢
And imagine on one of those days you get a chatty cab driver. A chatty cabby who’s high on God knows what and you get stuck in traffic in pouring rain. Life, am I right! And if you’re like me you won’t tell him to shut up and do his job. You’d say it in your head and many more things in response to what he’s blabbering about but you won’t ask him to just zip it. And if you mistakenly do say something, you keep playing it over and over in your head wondering why did you have to hurt a poor guy just because you were upset.
Well, today isn’t one of those days but I still wanted to get it out if anyone of you was having a “day” of that sort. Mostly I tell myself to hang on and wait for the feeling to pass because life’s good and the universe is gracious but if you don’t feel like motivating yourself, find someone. Find someone to call and say something. Anything.